tears flowed again when i heard yutian.. gosh.. i've been in a very very low mood today, low until basement level..
i thought i would be okay soon but i doubt i am.. i always think that pple are dumb when i see them clinging on to sth that they are unsure of, but me myself is doing it now.. it getting worst and worst each day..
two more dayswork today was bad i think.. i cudnt guide properly, cant concentrate properly.. but everyth was okay overall.. the otters are damn cute!! they have soft and tiny paws which are like baby hands, dally and danster one's are better than the 5 boys de..haha so sweet..
anw,finally finish work smoothly but hmms mood still very very low larh mayb cos no enough slp..
ya i wan to complain!! wah lau ahzi made me woke up at 730am today whn i work at 1 and i can slp until 11.. wanted to listen to 933 for the 4th oct details.. gosh mali and ma really knows how to drag things, they only annouce the details at like 930?!?!?!? i was awake for 2 hrs listening to radio!! but okay lah at least i caught the method to win the tickets.. and got details.. not bad larh..
then i was so tired like hell, cant possibly slp at 10 adn wake up at 11!! so came online to give details etc.. then i went work with blood-shot eyes, they said my eyes were bloody red..hurr
very jialat larh, i've been tryin to bury myself in fc stuff adn work so that i wun have much time alone to think abt sooooo many things.. but i thought of ALOT in the end..
i was thinking, i work everyday so hard for wad? whn i work everyday, i dun have time for myself, my frens etc.. if i dun work, i wun have money.. money is impt in this world now, ya i may seem so money faced, but come to think of it, alot of things u would need money to buy de lor.. if u have no money u cant buy them..
anw, was thinkin, why shld i work so hard like shit when there are like %^&*()_ assholes working tog with us but not doing anyth.. they are juz useless, they come to waste time and make us angry but they get paid in the end like us, why shld i be the 'useful' worker instead of 'useless' ones? we get paid in the end, useless pple juz sit and do nth all day, they are not tired at all, but bloody us have to slog our hearts out and get ourselves so tired..
ya i do think alot.. okay yes i do.. i very emo today larh, watch show also can cry, its like so wad the hell..
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wah wah!! i can go write books!! very good rite?? not bad ah?? :))
